You were with me at pink dawn on the cliff overlooking oceans The sun smashed up through sea and with a quiet yawn we watched The illumination of a cold and dewy tree You were with me at pink dawn I had known you in the soft and sourceless light as Our threshing trembling limbs Choreographed desire hymns I had known you in the soft and sourceless light Like two sticks rubbed together We made a fire in the cold, We were dumb but far from silent In the soft and sourceless light I loved the idea of you Clothed in omens, clothed bright Slave of the one lord of light You were like a major arcana that walked right off the card Perhaps you were the star Or perhaps in retrospect o’ omen you were the fool Standing against the tower Thing of Jung, made alive to suck and fuck I loved the idea of you Now it could be that your lord will fix everything and everything Reach out and turn to diamond Each crystal tear and broken fear I do not think your lord would listen to me Yet It could be that your lord will fix everything and everything And if you ever find out This song is about you, I apologise in advance A thousand times, I apologise in advance If you enjoyed this piece please consider joining our mailing list: https://forms.gle/TaQA3BN5w3rgpyqeA also, a collection of my best writing between 2018 and early 2020 is available as a free e-book “Something to read in quarantine: Essays 2018-2020”. You can grab it here.
